Final Words eventually...

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…wish you were here

I wanted you as you’re my sun

But talking to you now is my fear

As you’re with her and I’m done 

I cry as I see our memories in the mirror 

Whenever I get the courage you just shun

I'll just wait til you’re ready 

No one is perfect as you

You haunt my dreams as you’re Freddy 

This is just a fluke 

I wish I could hold you like a teddy

Cry into you when I don’t know what to do 

But how long would I have to wait?

Either way I’ll never…

By Anonymous

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The Love I Once Had

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Pain written on a pad

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…love I once had for him is dead and gone. Oh how hard was it for him to leave me alone. Or was it’s hard for me to just leave and move on. Alone I already, was. I suppose but me being around him had me feeling like the love still can grow strong. Than again it was just me. Oh no, how silly was that lie. I thought to self about my wealth, health and happiness and realize that it’s sinking because of him. He will not and can not help me or…

By Chantel Hadley

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Forest of Blades and Everglades

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…no amount of medication 

Can’t take away the thought of you and him

I crave validation 

I wish with this it was easy to skim

I told you what happened at school

You acted like you didn’t hear

I felt like a fool

Once again I’m alone something I’ve feared

I want to stay numb

So I’ll never see you choose 

I’ll fade away as you’re having fun 

It’s not like I got something to lose

I can’t take this anymore! I’m done

Hello the forest of blades

My skin craves the release

I’m sick of this cage

The one…

By Shayla Upperman

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My 2nd Chance

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…have no clue

When you say things that Pierce me

And what they put me through 

What Being alone is what fears me

Yet my heart chooses you

You seem to not know what tears mean

You’re beautiful slick black hair

Soft to the touch

Skin so mesmerizing it’s not fair

Soft voice melts me as such 

Beautiful sparkling brown eyes I try not to stare

Hold me as tight as you can 

Please don’t dismiss me 

I know you saw the others who ran

I just want you to kiss me 

I know you might be the better…


By Shayla Upperman

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My Memory Is Still In Love With You

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Love is a dreadfully glorious death.

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…wish you were dead, so that your decaying bones turned to sacred ash beneath a marker I can lie my broken-openly beating heart apon, when I need to be near you. 

But you aren't, and I am left to oblige your wishes to never see me again. You still walk this earth, and I still bleed for you, mourn and wail for you, seeking you in every lover I have taken since. 

Anesthetize me, I beg of men's bodies. My thirst never quelled, my memory is still in love with…

By Susan M. Conway

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Despair

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…is the room of the broken heart

Capacity reached

Forlornly trying to seek the needle and thread to stitch me back together

So many limitations, so bleak

Eternity can not fix this

No sunshine

No hope

A darkened room that just gets smaller and smaller with the passing time

No recourse 

No remedy to fix this

The repetitions carving the jagged line that separates the halves of the heart

No fortitude 

The pericardium trying to hold steadfast

The core of the heart seeking any warmth that lay within the chambers 

The darkness can not fade

It will not…


By Traci Baranek

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Demonic Oppression

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…need a host

It’s necessary to their survival

But Is it painful for him to watch you die...

His soul cries for love

While his body rages

His tongue whipping your back

And breaking your skin

The demon can only enter through a wound

Where’s the fault if he had no choice

If it was kill or be killed...

Malignancy spreads

Intent Possession

Your autonomy is gone

choices are no longer yours

You wanted to save him...

But you drowned in his despair


Now the words you speak are venomous

Fire burns inside your heart

Angry and…


By Becca Hulen

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For A Moment

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Loneliness is like poison.

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…there, in her eyes he could see the world he always wanted. What he had hoped for, dreamed of, and desired. For as long as he could remember. It was all there, as her gaze met his. He tried to say something, anything, but words failed him. He failed himself, and before he knew it the moment had passed. Was it real? What he had thought he’d seen was no longer present. Not even a trace. He wondered if it had ever even been, or had he simply wanted it to be. Had it been his…

By Wil R. P. McCarthy

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Voilet Hour Story

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…saw him in the violet hour, he was inattentive of my presence around him.

Though those eyes told me lie everytime, still somewhere this stupid heart is ready to trust that heart again, which never chisel my name on it.

Always inexpressible he was, I thought, but soon after discovering his invisibly-visible lie, I realized that not a bit of his beat was for me. Never felt special of that knot which only I voluntarily and stupidly was carrying.

And his smile brought all Beautiful glimpses of the time when he 'used to' show me the love which has given…

By Dorus Sekhri

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