My 2nd Chance
/You have no clue
When you say things that Pierce me
And what they put me through
What Being alone is what fears me
Yet my heart chooses you
You seem to not know what tears mean
You’re beautiful slick black hair
Soft to the touch
Skin so mesmerizing it’s not fair
Soft voice melts me as such
Beautiful sparkling brown eyes I try not to stare
Hold me as tight as you can
Please don’t dismiss me
I know you saw the others who ran
I just want you to kiss me
I know you might be the better man
But you say that I mean nothing
Those words shattered my hope
Wasted all of my loving
Thinking about you makes me low
I thought we could be something
He was my travesty
Never told you about that
You’re still a masterpiece
Yet in my mind you both still sat
Maybe you took my insecurities to feast
I thought of being with you infinitely
You were a second chance
You pushed me away killing me
I wanted to dance
But you rejected me
I wasn’t enough was your stance
Yet for you I would fall deeper
But I’m dead in your eyes
I want it to be over and see the reaper
Cause being without you is lies
With true love I’m an overachiever
If I can’t have you or him , my soul dies
All the video and pictures on my phone
Seeing you makes me smile and cry
I just wish my emotions would just go
I don’t want to see you without me so I rather die
You’re too perfect, I should’ve known
We share our beliefs
But I’ll never be able to share your heart
Beautifully bloomed flower as I’m a dead leaf
Maybe I was never good enough to present to your mother from the start
Tears flood down my stained green eyes
I’ll fade from your memory
Just watch as I see my demise
Cause we aren’t symmetry
By Shayla Upperman
From: United States
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