Pain written on a pad

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…love I once had for him is dead and gone. Oh how hard was it for him to leave me alone. Or was it’s hard for me to just leave and move on. Alone I already, was. I suppose but me being around him had me feeling like the love still can grow strong. Than again it was just me. Oh no, how silly was that lie. I thought to self about my wealth, health and happiness and realize that it’s sinking because of him. He will not and can not help me or…

By Chantel Hadley