Trepidation

A spiritual journey from addiction to withdraws to recovery

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…storm raged o’er weeks, lightening spent a’ore some malevolent ancient God landed its burning plasmatic tendrils deep unto his body yet remained he there in defiance! It challenged all that made who he was, seizing the moment…he could not fail now!

“Hurt thee where thy wilt, tis naught pain I fear, d'oeth thou, truly imagine thine own heart so pure? Nay, thusly so thine own actions mov'th heavens o’er whilst banning happiness below? D’oeth thou believe I’ve no recourse? Truly unto thee say I thy foul beast…leav'th thee…mine vivacity shall remain…


By A. T. Hirsch

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Surviving Narcissism

Look out for them.

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…me till I’m all used up, found me at a place where my hands were tied and enough was enough. It seems you thought you were better than working a day of your life

Just filled others with empty promises trying to survive. I thought you were a savior

Always embalmed with smiles and laughter made me laugh so hard I didn’t notice...

What you were really after. I saved and slaved at this restaurant…


By Don Pope

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Sending My Regrets

Just because you have two broken halves and all the tape in the world, it doesn't mean you can make a whole.

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…know, I think I’m sorry now. Sincerely,

chest-heavy sorry. I carry it in the lowest tips

of my lungs like pneumonia. I know

I said I’d never apologize after you served up my heart

sliced thinly on toast, a quick late breakfast you slid to her

at the other end of the table we crawled across

(just a little further with every teasing flash of

psychotic secrets held far too private for way too…


By E.V. Noechel

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Beyond Narcissism

Surviving the narcissists. Both without and within...

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…we look outward for validation and acceptance

We will be disappointed

For we do not control what others think of us

Nor what rewards they may choose to give or withhold

The world is filled with capriciousness and apathy

And increasingly with egotistical narcissism

Where people seek to fulfill their own desires

Without regard to the needs of…

By Mike Turner

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