Unworthy

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…did this to you..

which of the times you were abandoned did it become a defect on your heart to the deepest parts of your unconscious mind

Why do you respond by thickening your skin to handle the repeated abuse, the unimaginable pain the people you loved have laid on you like a curse

instead of guarding your heart to no longer serve those that hold no value in your life

You’ve spent your life feeling inadequate to compete with women who aren’t near your level and throwing yourself at the feet of men who were unworthy

You were taught…

By Gabriella Nelson

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Mentiroso

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…has been broken

It has been stomped on

And torn apart by so many lies spoken

I can handle all that

I have been deceived

betrayed And abandoned

For that I’ve grieved

I can handle all that

I have dragged a knife through my skin

I was raped and assaulted more times than I can count

Abused in every form and locked in a looney bin

I can handle all that

My mind has been played with

Brainwashed, broken, And tortured

I’ve learned that love is a myth

I can handle all that

Today I stopped breathing

My heart stopped…

By Gabriella Nelson

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Promises Unkempt

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…said you’d be better... it got worse

You said you couldn’t live without me

Me? The one you never even see?

In the beginning you were so filled with passion

Now I’m on the back burner for when you’re bored says your actions

I’ve been telling you for weeks I’m not ok

Now my wrists hold the evidence that I barely survived another day

You are done there, living separate lives

She’s making your lunch and wearing your ring

Doesn’t seem so done from this side as another piece of my soul dies.

Why do I do this to myself…

By Gabriella Nelson

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