Mentiroso
/My heart has been broken
It has been stomped on
And torn apart by so many lies spoken
I can handle all that
I have been deceived
betrayed And abandoned
For that I’ve grieved
I can handle all that
I have dragged a knife through my skin
I was raped and assaulted more times than I can count
Abused in every form and locked in a looney bin
I can handle all that
My mind has been played with
Brainwashed, broken, And tortured
I’ve learned that love is a myth
I can handle all that
Today I stopped breathing
My heart stopped beating
And I realized I will never trust or love again
I will spend the rest of my life bleeding
I can handle all that
Seeing your face and Hearing your voice telling your lies
Feeling the weight of you in the room and the piercing gaze of your eyes
I can handle all that
You knowing how I feel every minute of every day
feeling my heart
And seeing my thoughts...
My own body betraying me, helping you set up your next play
I can’t handle all that.
I’d rather die than ever again allow you in
So watch me build up all those walls again
Watch me disappear from your life and Feel the bond break...
Feel the moment when your lifeline to me goes flat
And tell me can you handle all that?
By Gabriella Nelson