In Ruins

I have some thousands of favorites

and I am scared of most things.

I am terrified of the fact that

I've already

wasted and ruined so many things

and more terrified of the fact that

I am still the same.

It takes me about 9 years

to understand what I am feeling

and another 9 to say what I am

feeling.

I tell people that time heals everything

but never in my whole life,

have I ever waited for something,

or someone.

I hate rain in the morning

when I am about to leave, already feeling like death.

And I think I have healed wrongly

or maybe, not at all.

By Rixelle S.

From: India

Website: http://rixelles.blogspot.com/

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