The Truth

The truth is I'm tired 

I'm tired of going through the day with this ol used up worn down smile I plaster on my face 

Only to return back home to deal with all the emotions that I displace 

The truth is I'm tired 

I'm tired of going from point A to point B without ever knowing what the rest of the alphabet has in store

I believe I gotten to the point where I can't even cry no more

The truth is I'm tired 

My emotions have grown dull and my reactions ain't the same as they use to be

Circumstances and situations have taken hold of me 

The truth is I'm tired 

Holding all this weight and trying to keep my head above water

Let down after let down only makes the weight heavier,which makes keeping my head up that much harder

The truth is I'm tired

I heard a quote that states you can die at twenty-three and not be buried until you reach your seventies 

I pray Lord let that not be me 

But what have I done to be worthy to call on Jesus name 

Nothing at all because I just get up and return to the same pitfalls and traps that only produce guilt and shame

The truth is I'm tired 

Tired of feeling that I'm stuck in a rut 

I feel it in my gut 

It's tearing me up 

Now I can blame different people for me feeling this way 

But it won't change a thing at the end of the day 

Because each choice I made I had the final say 

Like sand in the hour glass my time is slowly slipping away 

But you can't begin to build a solid foundation until all the weak,unusable and inadequate material is pulled away man not

See

The truth is I'm tired

The healing process only begins once the scabs are removed which is a painful process in itself 

True healing starts once the wounded, weaken area is exposed to the Sonlight

Jesus Chirst himself

I don't know if that's what I'm going through but to tell you the truth I'm tired

By 'Wərd,plā aka wordplay

From: United States

Instagram: @wrdpla_aka_wordplay