The Meaning of Modern Madness
/Modern madness means being #blessed
even when you get no rest,
and feel like the rest of your generation
is leaving you far behind
while you lie with your eyes and a blind
-ing smile filled with so much guile (and guilt)
lights your face. It means pacing deep into the night,
fast racing thoughts twinkling with through your
mind, so many possibilities leaping to life
And then falling, face-first into a pile of strife
And difficulty, and you feel so guilty
for falling behind on your obligations and
assertations
They labelled me psychotic when
I piled the pills into handfuls
to be dissolved by my acidic personality,
not knowing that at that point,
Death looked so much like being asleep
and being asleep meant having the
thoughts quiet and sometimes I
would do anything for a sense of peace
By Ana Sylvia Rose
From: United States