…terrible at seeing your side
or letting you know when you're right
my mood swings are off the charts
and I can always pick a fight
I never want to admit I'm wrong
or really let you in
I can find your fault in anything
but still I don't feel like I win
I decide when I can deal with you
even when I can't
I let myself deflect until all the s*** I couldn't take mentally caves me in
I have panic attacks that I know you can't stand
rather than not being able to breathe I wish I…

By Whitney Kitchen