Dressing Names
/I dressed in the clothes
that Halsey bought for me.
But they weren’t for me,
and wearing them
made me feel unlike myself.
I came undone, holding my tongue,
splitting hairs as I sewed seams
to these jeans that I’d have worn
in the nineties.
But God knows, I’ve grown since then.
I forced a smile over autumn cider
without apples to satiate
Halsey’s fierce appetite
for adoration adorned her pride.
I wish giving second chances came
with warning labels.
Bold letters should explain
that Halsey was combustible
when pissed at the insistence
that I had a side chick
who doesn’t exist.
But I know her now.
I heard the woman’s name every time
I walked through the door after eight.
I decided to withdraw the change
that Halsey admired in me.
I blew out my lips
and spat it out.
I am who I am,
so respect my name.
And from now on,
I’ll buy my own clothes.
By Andy Cooper
From: United States
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