The Days After Tomorrow

Based on true events

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I watched as the speaker paced back and forth pounding his message at a mesmerized audience. His voice inflection, the large screen that permitted those in the rear a clear view of his captivating body language did more to demand attention, than did the text of his speech. 

His reputation as a charismatic speaker was a greater justification for the ticket price than the topic, though the topic did resonate with my current life. The flier advertising tonight’s topic read, “You pledged a life together, but what after one of you is gone?” A preview of the presentation pointed out that everyday joint activities followed mutual planning, while individual responsibilities required compromise and sacrifice. In either instance discussion was an important component, yet, without the complete pair there would be no discussion; what then? 

My wife, a companion of 67 years, succumbed to the kidney disease we fought together for two years. Three dialysis treatments per week, routine physician appointments, total incapacitation, and role reversals were taxing but manageable. At least she was there for guidance, encouragement, and companionship; there were tomorrows to plan and share. 

Now, I find myself in the days after tomorrow. Now for me, plans are still needed, appointments still need to be made and kept, and transportation must be arranged. All of these require efforts by others with their own responsibilities. The tomorrows are still there, but personal planning and sharing are but memories. 

As he exits the podium, I realize I paid to hear an encouraging discussion about a subject that I, through experience, knew better than the featured speaker; but one day he, too, will have lived beyond his tomorrows. Perhaps he will then offer more advice than he did tonight.

By Robert Scarry

From: United States