Silence In Solitude
/Silence kill faster than death but I have being in this for years, so it makes me to write on this.
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There is a hole in me
A hole in the spirit filled with tears
I try to hide it
But my eyes flood more than a sea
I locked up to all ears
Keep drowning in them
And pretend all is well
Sometimes, I try to put on a dancing face
But it carry a flame of fire burning in me
I used to assume that my sky is blue
Not knowing it full of multicolors
I keep myself in a world of my own
A world full of empty
My night taste the bitterness of my tears
And all walls painted I am drown
I have being silence in solitude,
Despair and anguish for years
But still I tell myself
Everything is alright
Though I tried
To refresh my heart and memory
But still I feel weary
I tried to forget everything
But it was too risky for me
I tried to do so, oh I tried
So I see writing as an escape roots
For me because no matter how hard I tried
I still failed to make things better
And I end up crying like a new born child
Oh, I feel the loneliness of my life
By Emmatobs
From: Nigeria
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