Just Maybe
/Maybe I'm not good at talking about how I feel, that's the way I am...
Maybe I'm not good at letting go, the strings fail to unattach themselves...
Maybe I'm not good at saying what hurts me, I was born like that...
Maybe I fail terribly in trust because of the fear in me, what is trust anyway...
Maybe I'm too different from the rest of them, but I was not taught how to be like the rest of y'all...
Maybe I prefer faking smiles than explaining why I got a frown on my face, it is easier that way..
Maybe I'm am not girly enough for your standards, hey, somebody tripping over me like that
Maybe sometimes I question my life choices, shit happens though...
Maybe sometimes I want a shoulder I can cry on without having to say a word...
Maybe sometimes I want to apologise for the shitty decisions I made,
Maybe sometimes I want a second chance to start my life all over again...
And maybe, just maybe I feel like I'm living my best life right now
Well but that's what make's me Asekah baby..
By Lilian Asekah
From: Kenya