I’m trying to change
An attempt to be anyone else
Aware that that’s not actually achievable
I just want to make you proud
Maybe that’s just a childish delusion
And dreams don’t truly come true, do they?
But it’s not just for you
It’s for me too
Hoping it will make me happy
Fantasyzing that I’ve found my calling
And what if I fail?
A fear like I’ve never felt before
By Amber Black