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It's a Gemini thing...or it could be psychosis depending on who's looking at it. Either way, the struggle is real...

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The push and pull are constant

Continuously dragged in different directions

No concept of just how far off I’ll end up

It’s scary sometimes, the inner battle

The struggle to remain consistent

The insistent running commentary

Replaying contradictions in my stinking thinking

White noise in my head, filling me with dread

Failed attempts at silencing the storm

Forever raging, my contemplation wages war

Two sides of the same coin collide

Sharp points from either side

Making the divide stronger

A persistent struggle to keep the peace

Wanting neither to win or lose

For both represent pieces of me

So, if one has lost then I am incomplete