Wondering

I wonder what will happen next. I daydream about the past, wondering what I could have done differently. I stress about the present.

I worry what’ll happen if I lose a part-time job without finding a new one.

I feel rushed, but I always feel rushed, stressed, and a failure before I have actually done anything.

The flies are driving me crazy. It’s hard to concentrate with them around me. Now I can’t drink my coffee. Not when I keep catching one sitting on the cup. Persistent bugs annoying me. Killed one at least.

 

By Cristina WilCraft

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A Couple of Wishes

I wish it wasn’t so hot and sticky. I wish I had more energy to stay awake. I wish I could take a nap.

I wish I could sleep better at night. I wish the cats didn’t fight every morning while I’m still trying to go to sleep.

I wish his headaches went away. I wish he was happy. I wish we were living on our own. I wish I had a better job.  

I wish my parents were happy. I wish my sister wasn’t so stressed out. I wish I wasn’t so stressed out.

I wish I were writing. I wish I had a story to tell. I wish I were more interesting. I wish I could scratch that writer’s itch.

 

By Mary Glenn

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Looking Back

Visiting where I used to live. My parents’ house hasn’t changed. Though the people in it have. They have a new neighbor now. A woman from my mother’s job is living in the third floor. My mother is now rarely there. She’s spending all her time at church or in her brother’s house. My father is saving up to move into an apartment. My sister is starving and without cable or internet to entertain herself. If I hadn’t left would things have been different? Would anything have changed at all or so quickly?

 

By Anonymous Writer

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