Ego Ruined

I can feel;

Something ruined me.

Let me cerebrate,

what that was genuinely;

I recollect;

I felt that doting and worthy,

In fact,

I carried that as an ornament,

In this life journey.

I celebrated;

That was for my construction,

But all it caused was ravagement.

As a sword i kept to bulwark me,

But whichever war i fought with it,

Just eradicated and lamentably affected me.

Affirmative!

I can feel;

Something ravaged me,

Something ruined me.

I can auricularly discern:

The same thing wants me to fear.

Verbally expresses, I've made you and you should care;

the voice grows, affrights me and disappear,

Should I call for avail?

Sometimes it grows authentic hard and I do fear.

Oh; it's shouting in my head!

Verbalizes to obnubilate my heart underneath the bed.

To be yare to leave the world,

And hold it steady

Not to auricularly discern others,

endeavor to transmute and be illude.

Instead to insist and proceed.

I conjecture;I got.

Conclusively the destroyer is caught,

Oh shitt!

Now I can't believe.

The only assets i have achieved,

Engraved me and apostatized.

Something ruined me,

Something ravaged me.

I doubted, that's you so,

Dear ego,

Now, I should let you go.

By Deepshikha Subedi

From: Nepal

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