A Good Mother

You were what a mother should be. I miss the nights when you read me bedtime stories before I went to sleep. I remember one night you came in my room worried. You swore you heard me crying, but nothing was wrong. Later that night I did cry in pain and you ran in, again, this time to take care of me. I don’t remember why, but it seemed like magic. You knew before anything was actually wrong. Maybe you still remember that strange night. I need to ask you about it. The mother I lived with is no mother to me or anyone else it seems.

 

By Carter Moore

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Stuck

I am wearing a uniform now pretending to be someone I’m not. I’m doing my best to act as though I care. I do what I’m told. I try my best to pay attention but sometimes thoughts seem more entertaining. I don’t want to be noticed. I don’t want to be talked to.  I just need a distraction. I need to escape this uniform, the pattern that I’m stuck in. maybe I just need something new. But new things get old pretty quickly.

 

By Cristina WilCraft

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Wondering

I wonder what will happen next. I daydream about the past, wondering what I could have done differently. I stress about the present.

I worry what’ll happen if I lose a part-time job without finding a new one.

I feel rushed, but I always feel rushed, stressed, and a failure before I have actually done anything.

The flies are driving me crazy. It’s hard to concentrate with them around me. Now I can’t drink my coffee. Not when I keep catching one sitting on the cup. Persistent bugs annoying me. Killed one at least.

 

By Cristina WilCraft

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A Couple of Wishes

I wish it wasn’t so hot and sticky. I wish I had more energy to stay awake. I wish I could take a nap.

I wish I could sleep better at night. I wish the cats didn’t fight every morning while I’m still trying to go to sleep.

I wish his headaches went away. I wish he was happy. I wish we were living on our own. I wish I had a better job.  

I wish my parents were happy. I wish my sister wasn’t so stressed out. I wish I wasn’t so stressed out.

I wish I were writing. I wish I had a story to tell. I wish I were more interesting. I wish I could scratch that writer’s itch.

 

By Mary Glenn

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