Traumatically In Love With Pain
How can you sleep while I lay awake crying
My chest is tight and anxious, always impending doom
You lay there snoring and I’m slowly dying
I’ve stared at every inch of wall in this room...
The demons are getting larger, it seems they’re getting stronger
Why are you never there to protect me
I’m afraid and alone and the nights only get longer
Written in the stars.. why was so much pain meant to be...
This is what my mother warned me of so long ago...
Betrayal consuming me violently, your love abandoning me blindly
Never knowing if they are friend or foe
I never understood how love could treat me so unkindly
Paranoia driving me mad
Your seemingly untainted demeanor taunting me
Unaffected, unapologetic, unforgiving, but
Why am I the one who feels so fucking bad
From this nightmare, I just want to be free
Doesn’t it hurt you like an open wound?
The images and words playing on a loop
Yet I’m the one, paraded through town in the nude
I’m not the only sinner in this group
By Becca Hulen
From: United States