Searching
God made man in his own image and put him into a earthly home
God recognized that man was all alone
So God thought to himself ......let me create for him a soulmate and not just a clone
Let me create a kindred spirit is from his flesh and his bone
He took a bone from the place that protects the heart and the soul
We spend the majority of our lives searching for that missing piece just so we can feel whole
But most of the time we return with our heart broken into a million pieces
All coming from flawed situationships and faulty leases
A square peg will never fit a round hole so every other form of protection I choose to put close to my heart won't fit because it's not the right piece
So I begin to search out the dangerous pieces and build up my defenses
So much that I've became defensive and apprehensive
They say love is blind, well according that then pain must cause you to see 20/20
So I really don't need these contacts or glasses because I've had plenty
And since I didn't get it the first time the pain then became a repeatable lesson
And suppression of the pain only led to depression
Which leads to reaching out for help from any direction
Which will leave you to be vulnerable to falling for the deception
So I begin the process of self diagnosis and came up the prescription of seclusion
only gave me a sense of security that was based on an illusion
The illusion that if I didn't expose myself then I couldn't get hurt
But then I realized that you can't keep a band-aid on a wound and expect the healing process to work
So I'll keep searching no matter how much the pain stings
Because in the Bible it's says that he who finds a wife finds a good thing
By Wordpl@y
From: United States
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