Resilience
The poetry is based on the topic of Resilience which means the mental capacity to recover from any kind of mental illness, depression, etc.
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Dusky, ugly and skinny, they perpetually called me
Depression and stress took control over me
Loathing myself became the routine
Being loved was never for me
With the same agitation, I went to college
Sat on the last bench to gain knowledge
Everyone chuckled and mocked badly
I sobbed but no one stood for me, sadly
In the social event and the get together
No one cared for me either
The hot issue for gossip was me
Self doubt and low confidence haunted me
Living in such way was prostrating me
Sorrows and pain were not leaving me
Wiping my tears thought of ending this forever
Proving myself or ending myself and the tremor
Worked hard day and night like today or never
Realized that work could be the best friend ever
Ignoring all the negativities and the fear
Accepted myself with all the flaws that appear
Struggled with all the mess and the anxiety
Prepared myself with the grace of Almighty
Diverting my mind from negative to positive
Invested myself in being adaptive and creative
Being successful was like a dream come true
My happiness had no colour and no size clue
Shining and triumphing, my life got changed
Confidence and pride is what I gained.
By Manisha Sultaniya
From: Nepal
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