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Mental Note

Can somebody hear me

Oh I am the only one here

Can someone listen to me

Oh I am the only one hear

The me you know

Is not the real picture of me

I hide my strife

I hide my grief

I fake a smile

I cover my scars on a jacket

My tears are fuel for my restless dream

The memories of my happiness are shooed away

You say love me and care

Don't know how much I can bear

My existence is nothing as I seam

Because nobody understands me

They don't see the talents I've shown

They don't care who I am

Why can't they understand

Just want to be part of the Band

Still wondering when my voice would be heard

Because nobody sees the thing that I do

Nobody knows the true me

The true me stays forever hidden

I only reveal it when using my blue pen

Ask me question why do the things to do?

Just want to put smile on people's face

To stop the pain and saddness

Everyone thinks the real me is weird

It's like the true me has been sheared

I am running from this world

Then I write a mental note

How much would I be missed

If I decide to go.

By Emmatobs

From: Nigeria

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