For My Own Wellbeing…
For My Own Wellbeing I Banish The Past and Invoke My Power...
To those who don’t survive on self deprecation
To those who don’t thrive in despair
To those who can’t hack the wear and tear
The darkness swallows me up
While the void simply beckons
Can you hear it? Exactly how the silence deafens?
Can you even imagine the prison…
Being chained to a wall inside your head
The devil just isn’t content until you’ve bled…
Your submission is demanded
Held hostage by an unspoken oath
All of your insecurities completely unclothed
How did a lonely heart lead to my death?
Danger simply disguised as butterflies
Promises dancing on a tongue of lies
The evil that surrounds me wont let me go
The fear seeping from my pores always lingers
You can’t escape the devastation wrapped around Lucifer’s fingers
You silently judge my lack of ambition
You loudly argue I do it for attention
You cant comprehend my paralyzing fear of rejection
Have you fought a war against another’s demons
Have you been stalked by parasites afraid of the shadows
Have you been overwhelmed by the haunting of echos
Opening your mouth to scream with a hand around your throat
Walking the bottom of the river styx carrying a stone
Knowing that you will never be alone
The past haunting me while the sins enthrall me
Demanding I agree to sit on the throne of deception…
I didn’t even know I was there at the moment of inception
My soul has been trafficked my will remanded…
The Underground Railroad must exist to intercede
My freedom is mine I have loudly decreed…
By Becca Hulen
From: United States