I wish you were here

I wanted you as you’re my sun

But talking to you now is my fear

As you’re with her and I’m done 

I cry as I see our memories in the mirror 

Whenever I get the courage you just shun

I'll just wait til you’re ready 

No one is perfect as you

You haunt my dreams as you’re Freddy 

This is just a fluke 

I wish I could hold you like a teddy

Cry into you when I don’t know what to do 

But how long would I have to wait?

Either way I’ll never marry 

I'll stay alone as it’s my fate

Maybe take my life with heaviness that carries

Like how you dismissed that I was raped 

I reread your beautiful words 

The ones sent to me

Why am I crying and torn?

Probably cause I’m a memory 

You might think I’m just too worn

Probably because of the sodomy

Surrounded by my blades and drugs

One releases as the other fills

The one I loved looks and shrugs

His disappointment is what kills

I’m low on hope 

I'll disappear one night 

I'll jump that bridge by the school 

Then I’ll say goodbye taking flight

Because each day is getting harder to cope

I really did try

But hey on the bright side 

No more of the girl who betrayed you

You can finally move on with your life

No more of the girl who loved you 

You probably wished she would die

Goodbye K.V-C.

By Anonymous

From: United States