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Dark Thoughts

Mandela effected person talking about lie

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Everyone has family secrets. My family for example have been allowing me to be a time traveler for the past billion of so years. Laugh all you want. I tell them, hey the mountain moved. Or when did the house get painted often. Dark Thoughts? I am Mandela effected. I journal what I see on the internet. You must be kidding? I am watching the end of time of tribulation. That I see the mark of the beast as Microsoft patent for cryptocurrency in 2000060606, which makes humans into a battery. They supersede their conscience to a server is WILD. Dark thoughts? To realize that Bill Gates funded a vaccine for covid. Patented it. Gave a copy of the virus to Canada, which had Chinese spies steal it for a lab owned by George Soros? It’s my wild Revelation 6 plague is let loose. That wormwood, a rock from space might come eventually is wild to my appearance. That I realize all this could be a tripping dream and some day I will wake up and all of you are just a figment of my imagination is even absurd. But my journal about you. A wondering mind in a multiverse on prose by Clinton Siegle. That I have dark thoughts of how a future reality of many parallel realities were or was or will be destroyed via CO2 gas coming out of the oceans or war or plague and killing everyone is truthful. That I heard tell of meteorites coming down, hitting the earth so hard that everything fell down is truthful. That I spoke with spirits talking about December 2017 when a nuke hit Hawaii is truthful. People often challenge something of my mind. So I take photos now and then. Sometimes they last for a while and other times they end up with an image not found. Which is weird, I saw them? They were as real to me as the computer I am typing on right this moment, this absurd story on. What is really in dark thoughts? That all those parallel children I knew were or are dead? That I am going back in time via closed time curved loop reality to where I will see the end of time? What does that mean? In a closed time curved loop, I can only visit the past. That you are all animated dead things after I re read the definitions of CTC loop. time travel freaked me out for a time. You ever know evil people and try to warn them you are in mortal danger. Repent. It is a wasted time. Believe me. I try. To realize that all the copies of all the souls in the past are already judged is kind of like. Hey, Jack, I knew your evilness before we spoke. I knew who you killed and what you did. So any remorse?

What freaks me out? Some of them did not tell their stories to me in these realities and are weirded out that I know who the hell they were in my hell. Your hell? Yes. I lived in hell. I have to admit. It took me a while to figure that one out. You see. The bible changes. Zachariah to Zechariah. To realize souls have personalized hells sort of make me nervous. Why? You do not get to hear evil stories without people knowing what you did in that life. Am I evil? I survived where many a person I know did not.

Evil? No. Nevertheless, I am still freaked out about watching the end of the time of tribulation. How is that going? Well. Mark of the Beast is here. Plagues are here. People starving to death or famines are here. Wars? I sort of believe China / Russia / Pakistan and Iran will soon put the world to the test. So let’s wait and see. People say Dark Thoughts. In my dreams, people must fear me. Why? I lived on the German time line for a time. Let alone did I survive that I was scary? My stories about that time changed almost all those internet friends I had. Meaning? My reality I had writers, politicians, and people that played pirates. Now? I have actors, producers, actresses, and an occasional pirate friend. That all the politicians I wrote to on a monthly, weekly, daily biases have either forgotten me. Or I only somehow got all the email addresses is awkward. What did I write about? Change. Be the change you want to see in the world. No war. Pray for peace. War is evil. War is crazy. War is a waste of lives and money. Think instead of trillions on defense and military. Why not stop that taxation and with the money already being spent fix the educational system and job market? People are imprisoned for greed. Think there were no drug laws per se up until 1930s. Those laws made 20 to 50 million people illegal. Think morality laws in 1917 spread out to 1970s made sex workers illegal. Instead of education and jobs. This reality created largest prison population on the planet. What did I suggest on my timeline and not here?

Let’s be honest, I worked as a contractor for a lot of programs management office programs. The amount of money missing from the government is staggering. Here 21 to 23 trillion dollars according to Forbes latest article. That could have helped many people. Instead of slave prison labor. Instead of shipping jobs overseas, we could have had a wonderland of prosperity. People say why did you stop writing? I went blind for a time. Physically, I could not see what was going on. Then one day I awoke in a new reality and the rest? Well, I write about it. Post about it. People say I am insane. Which maybe I am. I am just writing about what I see. If you like to read. Look up A wondering mind through the multiverse on prose.

By Clinton Siegle

From: Bolivia