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Bloody Past

My heart break in double pieces

Looking for a perfect peace

Oh! I remember in the afternoon

When the sea and the sky went grey

Like they are sunk

Tears that fall to dry

On that beautiful trunk

With on flowers

No green leaves

No fruit shall it bears

Wow! A flocculent dust on the floor of the world

The sky sagged dusty as spider cloth

And coldness clogged the sea till it ceased to croon

Oh! Cold relationship

Your cold blood kills

Feeling the raw cold dun me

All the days

Cos you leapt about on the slippery rocks 

Oh! You threw me chime

Wow! The raw and ancient cold

You dead me through till the grey downs dulled to sleep

And double drive me over, out of my body that deep

All i kept hold, the cold that sunk to my soul

But still all day long i was cold

Oh! Bitterness deadly ache i kept nursing 

Till the old days kept me back to their folds

And till dim of hope crowned me warms with companionship 

All days i slept with cajoled as memories clustered me

Oh! I slept till drawn and my window blew in linty raw cold dust

Like light of a grey pale of the unswept sea 

Oh! You Lunges a solid dagger through my heart

Piercing and causing the blood to run cold

Blood short and puffed from mourn 

Whips and tortures me at a scorn

We are two flames blinded as one

The last time we'd enjoy

We are partnered  with each race in life and we won

Then i was yours you were mine

Thought forever we are meant to be until the end of time

Wow! Beyond the dark soul horizon where one soul became two

Thought i will die at the thought of losing you

Cos below you disappeared from my sight

You walk out of my life and left me alone

Lost and abandoned there, i stood crying and stranded

Positively thought my life was over

Like left over food

Though am not a fool

But i love to play with food

Just like a fool

Oh! Cold relationship

Have in common

Nothing in emotion

Nothing from heart

Watching  the steps in cold snow

Love is dragged

Like a heavy art


By Emmatobs

From: Nigeria

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