Bimyself Bisuffering.
I have bi polar I find many people find it difficult to really understand how it effects people, it also seems to have a lot of misunderstanding in society. This was my inspiration for this poem.
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Sometimes it seems that no one understands
No one seems to see how I suffer all alone
My mind is different, my mind is unique
My mind always seems to know when to show how different I am
Standing in a room, trying to socialise
All of a sudden I feel a pain there is anxiety again
Off I run to be alone to suffer alone
There are the days that I am so happy nothing could bring me down
No storm, no bad news, no sickness could stop this mood
Then in an instant it all ends & the darkness is back to claim its lair
It’s hard to manage a mind like mine
At times it seems all too much
The highs, the lows, the in between, the anxiety the persists,
The fickle nature of it all
I remind myself I am not alone, there are many bisuffering, bialone.
By Ellysa Greenhalgh
From: Australia
Website: https://ellpoet.wordpress.com