It shouldn’t be this problematic to do something so pleasing. Maybe you don’t believe that the pain is real.

I move around too much in ways that may cause us both pain to avoid making any noise.

I want to stop too quickly only because the positions your putting me in will make me scream. I’m a cowardice lover trying to keep quiet, while causing myself pain both physically and mentally.

Who knows when that’ll end? Is the romance already dead?

And I can’t help but feel so much self-doubt.

‘Oh no, that’s nonsense, stop being so negative,’ I tell myself.

There are so many random thoughts fogging up my head.

By Anonymous